哀慟的聖誕節

因為邱導的事情,
                                                                               
開始聯絡著國中的同班同學,
                                                                               
而每聯絡上一個,就得再說一次邱導的事情,
                                                                               
又得回想起一些以往的畫面,
                                                                               
眼淚就又不自覺的掉,
                                                                               
心情一整個傷心難過…
                                                                               
                                                                               
其實我真的懂,人長大了以後,總會遇上生老病死,
                                                                               
以前,小時候儘管遇見了,卻不會有太深刻的體驗,因為不懂…
                                                                               
長大了,懂了,卻也體會愈來愈深刻,
                                                                               
面對新生兒的喜悅,面對身邊的人去到遙遠的地方,
                                                                               
知道一切是那麼的自然,週而復始的運作,
                                                                               
但面對老師的離去,我還是很傷心難過到提不起精神…
                                                                               
                                                                               
提醒自己不准再哭了,
                                                                               
卻又一直忍不住,
                                                                               
看著之前跟老師聚會時的照片,
                                                                               
想到老師電話中的叮嚀,
                                                                               
真的很難相信,老師就這麼走了…
                                                                               
                                                                               
本來晚上要跳街舞,練尾牙的表演節目,
                                                                               
卻一整個提不起精神,早早就回家了,
                                                                               
也沒參加到跟Sisa老師的聚會,
                                                                               
儘管大家練完舞還是有想到我,
                                                                               
但我實在不想帶著哭紅的雙眼去見大家…
                                                                               
                                                                               
今年的聖誕節,很冷,因為邱導走了,
                                                                               
只是,集結各地的同學們以後,
                                                                               
才發現大家對於那個嚴厲的導師,其實都是很不捨的,
                                                                               
大家回想起來以往的學校生活,
                                                                               
都是溫暖而值得回憶的…
                                                                               
                                                                               
或許新的一年裡,
                                                                               
大家會更懂得照顧自己身體,
                                                                               
也會更懂得維繫難得的情誼,
                                                                               
因為人生苦短,
                                                                               
有些事,現在不做,一輩子或許就沒有機會了…
                                                                               
有些人,現在不跟他好好說說話,
                                                                               
他永遠不知道你心中對他的情誼…
                                                                               
                                                                               
我的2008
                                                                               
不想再有遺憾了…
                

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